Had all the tests, and been told it was in fact a viral inflammation, not MS, not a stroke, not any of the nightmares i have had.
And after the second MRI, i have been told its shrunk, so i should recover. Tell that to the pain i get in my arm and leg when i try to walk, tell that to the depression thats choking me, that makes me cry every day, and feel i cant go on much more. i still search for answers, still feel stranded alone, apart from my busy gp.. i AM alone, and as scared as day one, wish i knew others who have been through this, someone to understand how i feel, and maybe who can give me a tiny bit of hope.
sorry to bore you all, but this is where i am :-(
